Hate on the Internet (Tana & Freelee feud)

Alright. I had to make this right when all of the anger feels hit. I just watched Tana Mogeau's new video calling out "Freelee the Banana Girl". First off let me say my previous feelings on the two. I remember seeing one of Freelee's videos a while back and honestly thought they were odd and she seemed to be a hater and was just flat out mean to other youtubers. Never looked back. I met Tana at BeautyCon Dallas this past March and let me just say she is one of the most genuine, kind, badass people I've ever met. Seriously she's not full of bullshit and it's great! So I watched Tana's new video not knowing what Freelee had posted and I have since watched a couple of Freelee's videos. Let's call a spade a spade here, ok? Freelee is a bitch. Flat out. I am not one to call people names or pull some bullshit like Freelee does and bash people for NO REASON, but if you're gonna just continually bash people just for the views, I'm gonna say something. "Madi, you are now posting hate." If you can't take it, maybe you shouldn't dish it? It's the truth and everyone knows it. What the hell gives her the right to make fun of youtubers for no reason? Ok you want everyone to be vegan, that's your choice but you can't preach it with hate that's not how it works. Try again Freelee. Why does anyone post anything bullying people at all?? Does that really make you feel good about yourself?? Honestly I do not understand. If you wanna tell everyone to be vegan and talk all about veganism that's fine but don't start mocking others just to get the views, it's sad. I fully support Tana and am proud of her for being mature and taking a stand. Tana challenged Freelee to go one month without making a hateful videos and, honestly I think her next video will be a hateful video towards Tana. :/ Can people please for the love of all things holy, PLEASE just be kind and calm the fuck down! I'm sooo over people trolling and hating for views, it's so sad. Ok I'm done.
-Madi Hearts

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January Music Favorites!

Ok guys. I had so many music favorites this past month that I had to make a whole blog post for it! XD

In no particular order...
Make You Feel -Alina Baraz & Galimatias
Headband (B.o.B. ft. 2 Chainz) -Coucheron remix
Please Mr.Postman -Cragga dupstep remix
The Next Episode -Dr.Dre ft. Snoop Dogg
London Bridge -Fergie
G.D.F.R. -Flo Rida ft. Sage the Gemini
N*ggas in Paris -Jay-Z ft. Kanye West
Crazy in Love (Beyonce 50 shade cover) -LondonisBanMan on YT
Jaigantic (Galimatias remix) -Tora
Miss.Jackson -Panic! At The Disco

Meghan Trainor's new album "Title" the whole album. Yes. The whole thing.

A Fever You Can't Sweat Out album by Panic! At The Disco:
-The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
-Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
-But It's Better If You Do
-I Write Sins Not Tragedies
-There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet

Man they thought of some looooong song names! Haha!

I've also been loving my Classic Rock and ZZ Top pandora stations & of course my P!ATD one! ;p

What are some new songs or classics I should check out??
xoxo -Madi Hearts

New Years Goals~2015!

Hey guys! I know I'm pretty late on blogging this but I still wanted to. I don't like to call them "Resolutions" I like to call them "goals", makes them seem more doable I guess.

First! Let's see what I accomplished from last years goals!

Graduate high school! - Well sorta? I got my GED and I'm done with high school ;/

Work out at least twice a week -yah no...fail

Eat healthier/ eat less fast/junk food - eh? I started to like and try new things though!

At least 1 main channel video a week (2-4 preferably) - did pretty damn good actually!

At least 2 vlogs a month (4+ preferably; I actually wanna do daily vlogs) -eh but I did successfully of Vlogmas!

Go to my dream college - plans change

Make a solid amount of money from YouTube -not quite there, getting there though! :)

Hit our 1 year mark ;) -.....that is no longer.....:/

Weekly to daily devotionals - crap....

Get back to what I use to be able to do in ice skating - such a fail! Haven't even used my skates!

Get rid of my acne -not yet, trying.

Well....that was a fail! Dammit... Let's try this again!!

2014 wasn't to great for me honestly, a lot happening and not things I wanted to happen. I now have depression, severe anxiety, and trust issues because of something that happened last year so one of my goals this year is defiantly to beat that!

2015 Goals!:

• Beat my depression! Without meds!
• Exercise! At least once a week! Build up to twice!
• Take shorter showers!
• Keep my room clean! & keep up with my laundry!
• Get clear skin
• Have cool hair -dye it lavender
• Get tatted -3 planned
• Do YouTube as a full time job!
• 2-3 main channel videos a week
• 2+ vlogs a month
• Make bigger and better videos!
• Go to Vidcon 2015
• Make a short film
• Get rid of all my excess junk!
• Drink more water!
• Go to BeautyCon Dallas -ticket purchased!!
• Move on.
• Be more who I truly want to be. Be more chill.
• Start beauty school -esthetician and makeup
• Get back into the word of God
• What else...?

Well. I truly hope this year can be my year. Pray for me? Haha! Good luck on all your goals! What are some of you goals??

xoxo -Madi Hearts

Dear Zachary, (#4)

Hey Zach. O my gosh. It's been like a year since I've written one of these but, I talk to you all the time, you know that. Well thought I'd give you a little update.

I miss you like crazzzzyyy! I can't believe it's been over a year since you've been gone. I miss you. Please come visit me in my dreams. So remember who I was dating in my last D.Z.? Yah...that's not a thing anymore. We got super serious and then idk he left. It really messed me up tbh. Honestly Zach, please go visit him. I don't think he's ok. He needs you. Please PLEASE go visit him in his dreams. My heart breaks for him because I couldn't imagine being in his shoes.

Wanna know a secret? Sometimes I daydream that you're still here. I feel like all of our lives would be so different if you were here still. Our lives would be better. I needed someone like you. I still do. I miss you. I feel like now you're our guardian angel, thank you for that. I honestly don't really know what to say. I just want to cry. I haven't cried over you in a while because I know you're in a better place but idk writing this brings it all back. I love you. Talk to you soon.

xoxo -Madi (thats how I spell my name now btws)

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