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January Music Favorites!

Ok guys. I had so many music favorites this past month that I had to make a whole blog post for it! XD

In no particular order...
Make You Feel -Alina Baraz & Galimatias
Headband (B.o.B. ft. 2 Chainz) -Coucheron remix
Please Mr.Postman -Cragga dupstep remix
The Next Episode -Dr.Dre ft. Snoop Dogg
London Bridge -Fergie
G.D.F.R. -Flo Rida ft. Sage the Gemini
N*ggas in Paris -Jay-Z ft. Kanye West
Crazy in Love (Beyonce 50 shade cover) -LondonisBanMan on YT
Jaigantic (Galimatias remix) -Tora
Miss.Jackson -Panic! At The Disco

Meghan Trainor's new album "Title" the whole album. Yes. The whole thing.

A Fever You Can't Sweat Out album by Panic! At The Disco:
-The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
-Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
-But It's Better If You Do
-I Write Sins Not Tragedies
-There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet

Man they thought of some looooong song names! Haha!

I've also been loving my Classic Rock and ZZ Top pandora stations & of course my P!ATD one! ;p

What are some new songs or classics I should check out??
xoxo -Madi Hearts

New Years Goals~2015!

Hey guys! I know I'm pretty late on blogging this but I still wanted to. I don't like to call them "Resolutions" I like to call them "goals", makes them seem more doable I guess.

First! Let's see what I accomplished from last years goals!

Graduate high school! - Well sorta? I got my GED and I'm done with high school ;/

Work out at least twice a week -yah no...fail

Eat healthier/ eat less fast/junk food - eh? I started to like and try new things though!

At least 1 main channel video a week (2-4 preferably) - did pretty damn good actually!

At least 2 vlogs a month (4+ preferably; I actually wanna do daily vlogs) -eh but I did successfully of Vlogmas!

Go to my dream college - plans change

Make a solid amount of money from YouTube -not quite there, getting there though! :)

Hit our 1 year mark ;) -.....that is no longer.....:/

Weekly to daily devotionals - crap....

Get back to what I use to be able to do in ice skating - such a fail! Haven't even used my skates!

Get rid of my acne -not yet, trying.

Well....that was a fail! Dammit... Let's try this again!!

2014 wasn't to great for me honestly, a lot happening and not things I wanted to happen. I now have depression, severe anxiety, and trust issues because of something that happened last year so one of my goals this year is defiantly to beat that!

2015 Goals!:

• Beat my depression! Without meds!
• Exercise! At least once a week! Build up to twice!
• Take shorter showers!
• Keep my room clean! & keep up with my laundry!
• Get clear skin
• Have cool hair -dye it lavender
• Get tatted -3 planned
• Do YouTube as a full time job!
• 2-3 main channel videos a week
• 2+ vlogs a month
• Make bigger and better videos!
• Go to Vidcon 2015
• Make a short film
• Get rid of all my excess junk!
• Drink more water!
• Go to BeautyCon Dallas -ticket purchased!!
• Move on.
• Be more who I truly want to be. Be more chill.
• Start beauty school -esthetician and makeup
• Get back into the word of God
• What else...?

Well. I truly hope this year can be my year. Pray for me? Haha! Good luck on all your goals! What are some of you goals??

xoxo -Madi Hearts

Dear Zachary, (#4)

Hey Zach. O my gosh. It's been like a year since I've written one of these but, I talk to you all the time, you know that. Well thought I'd give you a little update.

I miss you like crazzzzyyy! I can't believe it's been over a year since you've been gone. I miss you. Please come visit me in my dreams. So remember who I was dating in my last D.Z.? Yah...that's not a thing anymore. We got super serious and then idk he left. It really messed me up tbh. Honestly Zach, please go visit him. I don't think he's ok. He needs you. Please PLEASE go visit him in his dreams. My heart breaks for him because I couldn't imagine being in his shoes.

Wanna know a secret? Sometimes I daydream that you're still here. I feel like all of our lives would be so different if you were here still. Our lives would be better. I needed someone like you. I still do. I miss you. I feel like now you're our guardian angel, thank you for that. I honestly don't really know what to say. I just want to cry. I haven't cried over you in a while because I know you're in a better place but idk writing this brings it all back. I love you. Talk to you soon.

xoxo -Madi (thats how I spell my name now btws)